mystic 🖤

I’ve been trying to find a new direction. Powerful metamorphosis results in new being, but the world around doesn’t always reflect the changes.

I feel very out of place in that I have changed so much within, and yet- the external reality still reflects back at me an old version of self.

Sometimes I don’t know how to move forward when I feel other than what exists…

but isn’t that why we incarnated? The mystics?

To change from within, and then bring that change into the world ~

A new skeleton within an old form 🖤

And from this new skeleton, the form changes 🖤🖤

My soul is free

Sometimes there are things from the depths of our soul that need to be expressed- but can’t be expressed directly.

Just the act of giving them voice, even in an indirect way, liberates our soul from the place it’s been stuck in so that we are free to begin growing and evolving beyond where we were held.

Unexpressed feelings, thoughts, realizations, truths, can become prisons we can’t seem to be free from.

The voice of our soul must be liberated. Through conversation, communication, poetry, art, music, and more.

The voice of our soul must be expressed in order for our soul to be free 💕

A poem for Ravens

Beginning a new path of magic

connecting with an ancient future that wishes to be (re)born

I feel afraid of the magnitude of stepping into this before the path is there

but this is a path that must be created

step by step in each moment.

because this path of the future does not yet exist

and

this ancient path was desecrated

distorted

hidden

sold

and we are the great re membrance

our choices in each moment create this path

or

keep it hidden.

in which case.

the ego that tries to suppress the magic must be destroyed

Will you heed the call to re member the magic?

… or must you be destroyed?

💕

A New Day Begins 🩷

Reality shifted in some way that is still, as of yet, imperceivable to me. Only in glimpses and a feeling of recognition can I process what has shifted.

Timelines merging, others dropping away.

Spirit pieces settling in~ integrating into this new expression of soul.

The path of spirit & consciousness is quite challenging.

But every shift feels lighter, lovelier and full of life.

Potential, possibility, a re arrangement of what was once assumed to be “real”

Thank you sunlight, thank you birds, thank you wind

, for the magic of this day 🩷

An exploration of soul

Reveal yourself to yourself ~ through investigation of the shadow. Decide consciously what to keep, what to integrate, and what to throw away. Who are you? This won’t be revealed until you’ve trusted yourself to the shadow and found your way home again 💕

This was my tweet from today. I am back on twitter (it will forever be twitter in my heart) and back on thinking deeply about the meaning of life, my purpose, and how to create when creating feels impossible.

I am standing on the edge of a cliff, and I have to jump. I keep edging myself a little closer, a little closer… hoping a parachute will come through. Hoping I will see beyond an illusion and a path will appear. Hoping there is a way across that feels safe, secure, stable, real…

Is this just the essence of this time? The world is on the edge of a cliff, with no safe way across and no apparent path.

“Communication across the revolutionary divide is inevitably partial” How can our own expanded consciousness communicate to us unless we cross that divide and open ourselves to our own true and eternal wisdom?

Levels of consciousness that can only be activated by merging with the eternal field of infinite love are the way of things, the way of the future, the way of the past, the way of the divine, and the way of the immortal human 💕

These were my other two tweets from today. I feel like I was tweeting to my future self bc somehow these tweets feel like answers from another place / another awareness.

Ok, spirit! I hear you! I will cross the divide!

I will do the really fucking scary thing knowing full well this will either be a miracle or a really fucking fantastic fall,

Either way. You have to risk it all, sometimes. When there is no other way.

A new destination…

I have decided to focus. I was trying too many things at once, trying to find my creative voice again.

Which is a really good process, bc it allows you to move in many directions and see what vibes.

But, focus allows you to more clearly define a direction and head that way.

And I need a direction. I need change.

I have to set my destination and arrive somewhere else

focus, and the rest will take care of itself.

,bitches

Ok, I lied… I don’t think I’m really back.

Alchemy is an ongoing process. And, there is a huge backlog of untended traumas in the collective shadow due to the fact that most people were not tending to their shadow work… Both bc shadow work as a practice was not really available, discussed, celebrated, and sometimes allowed. And bc there has been so much addiction to petty ego.

I ran from shadow work & hid for the first part of my spiritual journey bc I was so overwhelmed by the magnitude of the calling.

But, I want to post more, share more, create more~ and so I’ve been undergoing a deep metamorphosis to prepare me 2 answer this call.

Currently, I’m having to face being called to be visible while wanting to hide.

i may be spooky, but i’m also v sensitive… what if ppl hate me as much as i hate myself? lol 💀

ok, I do not hate myself. I love myself. Loving yourself is absolutely essential if you are going to follow a spiritual path, bc you have 2 have something to hold on to when the shadows get scary.

and perhaps this is a practice of doing a very scary thing in complete devotion and surrender to the path 💕

ps. it’s funny bc i was just talking about petty ego but i’m literally going on about my self deprecating ego… but is it an ego…

or a personality??????

💀💕

I mean… if I’m going to not show up for the world bc I’m self deprecating and that becomes my excuse for not hearing the call of my soul… that’s a petty ego.

who fucking cares if I’m not cool or whatever. I still have to show up. I still have to exist, imperfectly.

I have to start before I’m ready and through showing up, I evolve.

🎃

ps2 I still love self deprecating humor 👻

treasure // evolve

In this moment, we are called inward. Collective evolution is happening through journeying throughout inner realms that have long been ignored.

What’s hiding there? That has brought about such attempts to stop this process?

Why has a world arisen that demands constant outward expression, addiction to doing.

Avoidance of the inner world, the inner work, the inner evolution and becoming…

Who are we once we face our shadows?

What treasures will we find there? that are of such worth and value…. that so much has been done to try to stop us from finding them…